I have so many memories of my dad, I don't know how I would share them on paper he truely and dearly adored my mam so much there were times he would refuse to spend on him self to buy her he would always say me and you forever till the end and were ever you go i go he would go shopping with her and say if she looked at something very expensive ill buy it for you if you want and she would refuse but he would go buy it anyhow behind her back even if he seen something on the one of the shopping channels he would ask me should i get her this you think she would like it but at the time he would do without to buy her to make her happy this is why i truley believe hes not truley gone might be in body but not in soul because she if she went out shopping without him he would truley miss her now checking the time all the time asking what time she would be back now hes in heaven it would be hurting him knowing he not by her side he loved her so much to the point they got there vows renewed november 2014 he said at the time he was happy he did it becuase my mam has looked after him he thort a ahead with everything even to the point if anything happend to him he would make sure my mam would be ok after he was long gone